Saturday, July 31, 2010


Demons keep the world in order
Dimming the sky with clouds
They oppress the atmosphere
Keeping out the light.

They then cause
Thunder storms,
Lightening bolts,
And rain drops.

But Angels
Let the
And paint
The sky
They bring the
Flowers out
That’s all
They ever do…

They take you on holiday
Among the blazing heat.

But Demons want to shut you in,
And suffocate your soul,
They’ll keep you like
A caged up bird,
And never let you go.

Then they want to smother you
And take away your tan,
They want to cut you up in pieces,
And fry you on a pan.

But Angels
Just want the
Sun to shine
And to paint
The sky
They want to bring the
Flowers out,
That’s all
They want for you…

(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

My Love...

my love...
you are the love of my life...
you are the one in my heart...
you are simply a beautiful rose...
in a group of yellow...

your the blood in my veins...
you are the one in my mind...
I would be completely lost without you by my side...

cherish every moment with you...
my heart and soul belongs with you...

I desire your touch...
your arms around me...
kissing me...
I miss,

beautiful inside and out...
since we met...
you have fallen for me...
I was with another girl...
you used your beauty, your wits...
your everything to chase after me...
I fell you caught me...

she left me.. for another guy...
sad as I was... you were near by...
you helped me through my tough times...

you made me realize that you were worth a try...
I fell for you... you knew it too...
but it all came apart with a simple lie...
another guy....
and im just blinded in the eyes....

we fell apart...
no one caught me this time...
fell to the ground...
hit my head
my heart shattered...
so was yours...

we tried again...
we fell apart...

we will never be...
im sorry...
its really over between us...
I still love you...
but we just can never be like before...
im sorry...

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

The Dream

With just the two of us in the room
Me in bed and you in my head
The timeless grip of her in my thoughts
In a moment... AN ANGEL APPEARS

You smile and wave hello to me
Radiant in white, ... I am consumed
Your hug, your smile, you give to me
Am left with your scent as you depart

Strange, is this world to me...
Up so close, I am to you
Dressed in robes like that of a Prince
Horses and gold, all belong to me

Banging, so loud, I hear my window panes
Bright lights, mix violently with the night
Big rains, out through the sky
In this life...I awake again

I saw you at the bus stop today
You look just like you did in my dream
Dressed in white from head to toe
I looked your way but you looked away

With just the three of us in the room
Me and you and a Rose by my side
The timeless grip of her in my thoughts
In a moment, she'll be here I hope

(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!!

Her Love is my Inspiration

Love is the inspiration for my heart to sing a tune,
love is the inspiration for my ear to hear,
love is the inspiration for my soul to warm,
love is the inspiration for my mouth to smile,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to glisten.

Love is the inspiration to draw my soul near another
love is the inspiration for my mouth to utter sweet words,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to gaze upon her,
love is the inspiration for my heart to speak out.

Love is the inspiration for need, love is the inspiration for my mouth to touch hers,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to close,
love is the inspiration for my heart to race,
love is the inspiration for my tears to burn.

Love is the inspiration for longing,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to see only her,
love is the inspiration for my heart to cry out,
love is the inspiration for my ear to hear her whispers,
love is the inspiration for my soul to join hers forever.

Love is the inspiration for forever,
love is the inspiration for my heart to be whole,
love is the inspiration for my ear to always hear those words,
love is the inspiration for my soul to have hers,
love is the inspiration for my mouth to speak the truth.

Love is the inspiration for my soul to seek life
love is the inspirationfor my ear to hear her words,
love is the inspiration for my soul to reach for her,
love is the inspiration for my mouth to speak her truths,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to always look upon her first.

(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!

A letter of thanks

To my Family, Best Friend, and Savior…

I’m taking this chance to thank you for everything you’ve done for me. No words can describe how grateful I am that you’re with me. All through my life, you never left my side, through the good times and the bad. I’ve been through so much, been through a lot of hurt and miserable moments, and through all that, you’ve helped me overcome my fears, my doubts, my weaknesses. I never could have done it without you. You helped me realize my worth, you made me feel that I am loved, no matter what.

Thank you so much… there have been times when I thought I couldn’t take the pain anymore, there were times when I felt I could no longer stand the loneliness, but you were there to comfort me and tell me that everything is going to be all right. Through wonderful people and things, you reached out to me and reminded me that life goes on. Because of you, I saw that life is worth living, that there’s still so much in store for me, that I shouldn’t waste my life in unimportant things. You taught me how to TRUST, and you strengthened my FAITH. It wasn’t easy, but I did it. I did it because you were there… you held my hand… and that was all I needed.

I’m so BLESSED to have you. Thank you for protecting my heart, I feel so at peace when I know that you’re in control. I don’t ever wanna be without you. Thank you for using me for your glory. I love you so much.

With all my heart,

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Maybe somewhere down the road

I understand. I didn’t really expect that it will push through anyway. Our relationship has too many complications. And as much as I want to be with you, i’ve learned that we can’t really have everything we want. I know that everything happens for a reason, and there are things in life that we can’t control. I can’t force you to do something that you don’t want to do. I thought that loving you was enough, I hoped that my love, OUR love, could make everything right. But I guess it’s not really meant to be. It hurts, but i have to accept it. I wish I could stop loving you, then maybe things will be easier. I knew it was a mistake right from the start. We had the right love at the wrong time. I just don’t know why I held on for so long. Maybe because every time I look at you, my heart is filled with so much love that I can’t imagine my life without you. But i guess there comes a time in a person’s life when everything becomes clear. And you realize that there are things that even love can’t conquer. I don’t know where we go from here. But I want you to know that I love you. I will never stop loving you. And maybe, somewhere down the road…Our paths will cross again…

(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!

Faith And Acceptance

It’s amazing the peace of mind you get when you’ve come to terms with acceptance. It’s amazing how clear things become when you’ve opened your heart to the inevitable. In life, you’ll never get everything you want. Your maturity and strength as a person are not measured by the number of victories you acquire but in your willingness to admit defeat when you know you’ve lost.

Oftentimes, we are given problems and dilemmas that will test our ability to deal with life. It’s difficult to accept things that give us pain and suffering. But acceptance is not merely ‘admitting defeat’ or ‘ceasing to fight’ or ’surrendering’. When you look at it in a much bigger perspective, it’s actually embracing the truth and welcoming the bittersweet fact that there is a reason why these things have to happen to us when they do. It’s especially difficult when you don’t see that “reason”, and you feel so miserable… but once your heart is really open for acceptance, you have to have faith too — that God has a plan, and that there is something else waiting for you.

(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!

Friday, July 23, 2010

The Life of Your Dreams

The Life of Your Dreams
Waking Up

Sometimes the life we planned for a limited conception of ourselves no longer
fits as we evolve and change.

Many of us are familiar with the experience of waking up to the fact that our
lives are no longer working the way we have set them up. Sometimes this is due
to a shift occurring inside ourselves over time, and sometimes it is part of the
larger shift that is currently affecting all humanity. Change is happening at
such an increased rate that it is difficult to predict what the future holds. As
a result, many of the old ways of planning out a life are no longer applicable,
and if we cling to them we feel strangely out of tune with reality. If we are in
tune with the energies around us, we will begin to question ideas that just a
few years ago seemed sensible.

In the simplest terms, the shift we are undergoing right now has to do with
recognizing ourselves as being more than human, remembering that our earthly
aspects are a very small part of who we are. In truth, we are multidimensional
beings. When we begin to realize this, the life we planned for a limited
conception of ourselves no longer fits. We must meet the needs and
qualifications not only of our bodies but also of our souls. This realization
dawns slowly for some and with the suddenness of a bolt of lightning for others,
and we all must find the way that works for us to integrate this new and larger
sense of self into our life plan.

Sometimes a drastic change feels totally right, and overnight we might decide to
sell our home and move to another country or quit our job and begin a second
career. Other times, we allow the changes to proceed slowly, beginning perhaps
with allowing ourselves to dream of a new life or just to ask the deeper
questions that encourage us to discover our true purpose in life. Either way,
know that this process is a natural sign of the growth we are all going through,
and trust it to guide you to the life of your dreams.

(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Why do you hurt me so much?

Someone asked what I saw in only answer was...everything

It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.

I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain. I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end. I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I’d see you again.

You can see a clock, but you can't see the time.
You can see my face, but you can't see my mind.
You can see the clouds, but you can't see the wind.
You saw my love for you begin, but you won't see it end.

When you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break yours too, even crack it a little?

I chose to be with you, if the choice were mine to take, but you can make decisions too, and you've decided you wanted this heart to break.

There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way
that I see you hurts me even more ...

If dreaming is the only way to be with you,
then I'll never open my eyes.

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you
because every tear is just one
more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

Thinking of you is easy
- I do it every day.
Missing you is the heartache,
that never goes away.

Someday you'll know, that I was the one for you.

Lost Inside

My feelings I hide.
My dreams I can't find.
I´m losing my mind.
I´m fallen behind.
I can't find my place.
I´m losing my faith.
I´m fallen from grace.
I´m all over the place

Broken inside with no place to go. I´m lost inside

Original songtext from Avril Lavigne (Nobodys home) just changed some words for my situation.

My broken heart

Often, we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to..
Though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them..
Or we’ve stopped to care..
Sometimes goodbye…is a painful way to say I love you..
But how can I forget you when your always on my mind?
How can I not want you when you’re all I want inside?
How can I let you go when I can’t see us apart?
How can I not love you when you control my heart?
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to..
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face…
But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.
Sometimes I wish I had never never met you..
Because then I could go to bed at night…
Not knowing there was someone like you out there.
I don’t know what to do now that we’re apart; I don’t know how to live without the other half of my heart.
Maybe if I had just looked away that first day you came towards me everything would be different.
And my heart wouldn’t be breaking right now.
I always know looking back on the tears would make me laugh..
But I never know looking back on the laugh would make me cry.

A million words wouldn’t bring you back…I know because I’ve tried..
Neither would a million tears..I know I’ve cried..

They say that if you love someone you should let them go,
But they never say what to do when they don’t come back.
I don’t remember us but when I do…
It brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.
I will never regret loving you… only believing you loved me too…
How can I love again…
When I can’t stop loving the one that hurt me so much?
My heart only fought for what it wanted.
Now my heart is having to fight to let you go.
Every moment I spend by your side, I feel a stab within my heart…
As I come to realize that the tears that fall from my eyes…
Are truly the blood from my broken heart…
Every morning I wish it were night again…
For it is only at night and in the depth of my dreams that I can feel you..
If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you it was truly meant to be. They say “never regret the past because at one point everything was what you wanted” but what if what I wanted then makes me cry.

I thought I would die if I couldn’t have you.
Now that I know I can’t have you, death seems inferior.
I cried when I know I lost you, afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you, didn’t have to mean I lost me.
Only love can break a heart; only love can mend it again.
How can I see what’s in front of me, when I’m blinded by tears..
Love can come and go, but your heart will remain in you forever…

(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!

Sunday, July 18, 2010


Sometimes they creep up at you,
Quite unexpectedly.
Dragging you back to a place…
You wish you’d never return to.
Bittersweet memories…
Of a past long gone…
Memories that were once moments…
Bringing back old wounds…
And familiar pangs of regret…
Glimpses of people and places,
That you want to escape from…
Wishing you could just let go…
Wishing you could just be free…
Leave them all behind, forever…
But then you never really do forget…
Because they cling to you.
Until little reminders bring them back
To consciousness again…
And you feel the waves of nostalgia,
Washing over you…
Tears are threatening to fall…
Memories come in a stampeding rush.
Both the good ones and the bad…
But it’s the good ones that hurt more…
They’re the ones that stay longer…
They’re the ones you long for…
But the truth is…
That’s all they are now…
Just memories, floating in the wind…
Just memories…
Copyright©2010RyanFisher Do not take without Permission!!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

For @heyitsambulur

This entry is for @heyitsambulur on twitter.

I don´t know you but I know how you feel. But never lose the faith! It´s the most important thing! Believe in yourself! I´m in the same situation as you and I know it hurts so bad and you think all is over but it isn´t!!

I can speak better through my heart and this is what my heart says:

I took a chance, i fell for you, and you didn't catch me. i hit the ground and woke up and realized i was wasting my time.

Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.
Sometimes your heart takes you to places that can NEVER lead to a happy ending. And you just have to be okay with that.

Be thankful for hard times in your life. Try not to look at them as bad things, but as opportunities to grow and learn.

When we look at our lives through the eyes of Faith we see that obstacles, set backs, disappointments and "tough times" are gigantic gifts from the Uni-verse making us strong enough people to achieve our dreams. If we meet outer obstacles with inner resolve & persistence, our Faith will win every time.

Do you believe that there are no accidents in life? Everything happens for a reason. Every people we meet will have a role in our lives, be it small or big. Some will hurt, betray and make us cry to become stronger. Some will teach us lessons, not to change us, but for us to realize our mistakes and to help us grow and make us the best person we can be. And some would simply inspire and love us to make us happy, whole and complete.
Well, I believe this! Everything happens for a reason, if we want it or not!

Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you don’t want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control and even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold, harsh truth… THAT THE PEOPLE YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT, CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

Copyright 2010 Ryan Fisher - Do not take without permission!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

No Accidents

Do you believe that there are no accidents in life? Everything happens for a reason. Every people we meet will have a role in our lives, be it small or big. Some will hurt, betray and make us cry to become stronger. Some will teach us lessons, not to change us, but for us to realize our mistakes and to help us grow and make us the best person we can be. And some would simply inspire and love us to make us happy, whole and complete.

Well, I believe this! EVERYTHING happens for a reason, if we want it or not!!

Life & Love

“Let your love be stronger than your hate and anger. Learn the wisdom of compromise, for it is better to bend a little than to break.”

Your life is a reflection of your thoughts. If you change your thinking, you change your life. Accept that you are where you are, and you are what you are because of yourself. If you don’t like it, change it!

Things may go wrong, but life must go on. Tears may run dry, but smiles must be given. And every time you fall, you should always rise… coz this is how God teaches us to be strong.

Life has uncertainties. We don’t know when our time on earth is up ’till it’s over. So take many pictures, laugh much, have a long walk with someone, take time to look up at the stars, eat well, sing your praises, feel the wind, smile a lot and love… because every 60 seconds you spend is a minute of happiness you can never get back.

Even if love is full of thorns, embrace it. For between those “THORNS” there’s a “ROSE” that’s worth all the pain.

Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. What you really need to do is to find one good reason why it will.

It is always a risk to like someone. It involves time, patience, and understanding to get someone’s heart to open up. At times, it will work. Other times, it won’t. But that’s why you call it a risk - you invest in something and there’s a possibility you won’t win. However, you still get something in return: strength of heart and mind, and the assurance that you won’t have any regrets from not trying.

Inspiration for you

"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one." - Elbert Hubbard

"Never ignore a gut feeling, but never believe that it's enough." - Robert Heller

"Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times"

"There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure." - Paulo Coelho

"The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power." - Mary Pickford

"Progress is impossible without change and those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything." - George Bernard

"There are two ways to spread happiness; either be the light who shines it or be the mirror who reflects it." - Edith Wharton

Friday, July 9, 2010

Love Yourself & Choices Quotes

----Love Yourself Quotes----

"You can't take flight without looking up and letting go."

"Blessed are the cracked, for they shall let the light in."- Anon

"Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp,
but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."- Nathaniel Hawthorne, author of "The Scarlet Letter" and others!

The greatest challenge and gift is coming into who you really are. The world
will try to distract you, people will say you're not good enough, you can't do it,
that you are selfish, that there's no point. Yet inside you is that litle voice dying
to be expressed.
Today - listen no more to the doubts. One small yes from that voice is more
powerful than all the doubts of the world. Be that yes!

----Choices Quotes----

"Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to
be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."- William Jennings Bryan, was an American politician in the late-19th and early-20th centuries.

"When you have to make a choice and don't make it, that is in itself a choice."
- William James, was a pioneering American psychologist and philosopher.

"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities."- J.K. Rowling, author of The Harry Potter Series.

Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson abouta battle that goes on inside
people. He said, "My son, The battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all.
One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance,
guilt, resentment
Inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego.
The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope,
serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence,
empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."
The grandson thought about it for a minute
and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?"
The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
- Unknown

Always remember that power of choice that you have in every moment. You can
choose to respond instead of react, you can choose love instead of fear, you can choose
to let go instead of hold on. The choice is yours in this moment - what choice are you making? It's ALWAYS up to you!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

The True Story

This will be a short entry. You know the story from me and my girlfriend and you said it´s like 50 first dates but it isn´t, it isn´t...It´s the video and you´ll find out. Far away from each other. I think also true love can´t stand this...
Can I ever let go? Or will I brake in 2 with this situation? I don´t know, I don´t know...

Heartbreak Quotes

Maybe it will be a long post but read it! Mayn of you have the same problem like me! Some worse some better but at least it is the same problem!

Hey guys, so today I wanna post heartbreak quotes bc many of you know the problem I´ve with my gf and this problem has also my best friend. At the moment we need all the support we can get. Feel free to help us. I just have YOU guys. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support you give me. You´re really the best friends!!! I´m thankful for all of you!

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

Wanting her/him is hard to forget, loving her/him is hard to regret, losing her/him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked.

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.

No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling. I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid of love, I'm afraid of not being loved back.

In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a boy/girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a boy/girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.

Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in her/him and made her/him to be more than she/he was.

It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. you have this fear that every person you start to fall for, is just going to break your heart again.

You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.

Sometimes - no matter how long, or how much you love someone, they will never love you back and somehow you have to learn to be okay with that.

If your gonna make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears.

There's always that one special person that no matter what they do to you, you just cant let them go

How could you make me love you and then not be there to love me back?

What do you do when the only person who can stop your tears is the one making you cry.

The truth of the matter is, I still have feelings for you. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off with out you, a part of me just won't let go.

I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.

You're the reason I live and the reason I die, you're the reason
I smile yet break down and cry, you're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall, cause without you in my life I'm nothing at all.

I'm gonna smile, because I wanna make you happy, laugh, so you won't see me cry. I'm gonna let you go in style, and even if it kills me, I'm gonna smile.

It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all.

Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you..

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

I have waited for you for my whole life and I will wait for you for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.

- Ryan Fisher (Me) and Benny (My best friend)

P.S. we know many more what we could write but this is just what is like our situation.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Some Quotes for you

"Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought
together."- Vincent Van Gogh, was an Iconic Dutch painter.

"Great people are they who see that spiritual is stronger than material force, that
thoughts rule the world."- Ralph Waldo Emerson, was an amazing writer, philosopher and leader of the Transcendentalist movement.

"If there is no passion in your life, then have you really lived? Find your passion,
whatever it may be. Become it, and let it become you and you will find great things
happen FOR you, TO you and BECAUSE of you."- T. Alan Armstrong

We are here in this life for but a flash. Don't waste it worrying about what COULD
happen, what DID happen or what DID NOT happen. Keep your attention on what is happening NOW. There are no limits to your potential other than the mental limits you
place upon yourself.
You were born with greatness within you DYING to be expressed. No more limits, no
more excuses... today and from this day forward - choose to BE the greatest
version of yourself. Pretty soon your world will be a living reflection of WHO you've
chosen to become!

I am awesome and then some! I use fear as a compass guiding me towards my greatness!
To get my greatness out, I look within! I let myself make mistakes, because that's how I become great!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010


Finally my store is up, you can get shirts, mp3 downloads (my piano covers)and ringtones for your phone there. If you like my music, please support me! Thanks! I appreciate all your support! - Ryan


Monday, July 5, 2010

Happy belated Independence Day

It's time for the "Barbecue"
And the "Fireworks" galore!
And the "Beer" and the "Friends"
And the "Burgers" for sure!

But most important
And I really must say
Is that "America" got
Its "Independence" today!

Yes in "1776"
The famous politician
Senator "John Hancock"
Had signed the petition

That stated that our country
Was "free" from all others!
And that we would "only be governed"
By our "American brothers"!

So while we are celebrating
This "great day of fun"
Let us always remember
What our forefathers had done!
- Billy Nardozzi

I know it's hard for you
I guess that's the way it must be
It's kinda rough on me, too
but time is out now, don't you see?

The day has come now
when I must tell you goodbye
I'm going to manage somehow
either to survive or to die

I'm leaving now
don't ask me why
I've got to get out of here
I'll spread my wings
and try to fly
and if I fail
I'll hit the ground and die

I put no blame on you
but there's no way that I could stay
I guess you already knew
it is my independence day
It is sad to grow up
and see everything disappear
but you can't make the world stop
I've got to get rid of my fear
I'm leaving now
don't ask me why

I've got to get out of here
I'll spread my wings
and try to fly
and if I fail
I'll hit the ground and die
- Hanne Munkholm


"Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of
ourselves."- Carl Jung

"I am not bound to win, I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed, but I
am bound to live up to the light I have."- Abraham Lincoln, 16th President of the United States.

"People with a scarcity mentality tend to see everything in terms of win-lose.
There is only so much; and if someone else has it, that means there will be less for
me. The more principle-centered we become, the more we develop an abundance
mentality,the more we are genuinely happy for the successes, well-being, achievements,
recognition,and good fortune of other people. We believe their success adds to...rather than detracts from...our lives."- Stephen R. Covey, best-selling author.

"Competition is a by-product of productive work, not its goal. A creative man is
motivated by the desire to achieve, not by the desire to beat others."- Ayn Rand, was an awesome Russian writer and philosopher.

"One of the marks of excellent people is that they never compare themselves with
others. They only compare themselves with themselves and with their past accomplishments and future potential."- Brian Tracy, best-selling author and motivational speaker.

"I'm a big believer in growth. Life is not about achievement, it's about learning
and growth, and developing qualities like compassion, patience, perseverance, love,
and joy, and so forth. And so if that is the case, then I think our goals should
include something which stretches us."- Jack Canfield

You wish to grow, yes? You wish to experience joy, yes? You wish to thrive in
all areas of your life, yes? Then it comes down to this - are you willing to BECOME
the person of your dreams? Are you willing to drop everything that doesn't serve
your Highest Potential, face your fears, admit your faults and STILL believe in
yourself!? Do you have what it takes to create enough energy to manifest your
dreams? I believe you do. And I believe you should start becoming this person... RIGHT
NOW! Awaken from the sleep of fear, clear your eyes and BE nothing but who your JOY
wants you to be!

I contemplate ONLY success!
I respond with love to all lower vibrations.
I surrender the outcome of my life to the wise and abundant energy of LOVE.

It's not your duty to lower yourself or make yourself less to make OTHERS feel
good. Your only job is to be as happy, as enthusiastic and connected to your joy as
you can be. You owe others your happiness and NOTHING less!

Friday, July 2, 2010


It gets me -got me
Had me-won me
I admit
I was in a place
And face
Faced a poison
And took in
Rather gave in

Easy to except failure
For me - lately
I move, moved to the next chapter
But I was in the wrong novel
My story was not this
I was not able
I was not meant for this
So I'm off this

I'm looking for my bus ticket
I lost it awhile back
You seen that? It?
It had me on a one way to dreams
See I am not that complicated
I'm simple
I want to WIN
So I'm struggling to get that back
I'm at the bus stop yelling-
Pick me up!

Let me have one more chance at it
Just one more run at it- I need it dearly
A personal confession in order I know...
And I'm just about sober, so here I go...

Personal blasphemy how my arrogant audacity referenced my artistic mastery of life. Lasting and ever chasing....capturing my mind to settle history. My tendency to move boldly mixed with my American TENACITY to make every fucking thing I dream come true.
I vision a day when I look back proudly at this moment when I re-awoke and FORGED forward to stitch my name in the long line of film makers and artist that made it and never looked back, no-matter how well hated and shunned, because I'm on my own trail these days - I'm BLAZING and PHASING all negativity in my way, nothing can stop me I'm fucking pissed off, confident and hungry for more, no matter what this world has in store. That ticket was never lost it was in my back pocket, I just was sitting on it all along, but I'm standing and standing tall, look for me soon, I'll be gone, I won't be in this place, I'll be smiling at my reflection in the window as I pass the landscape of tomorrow - Ryan Fisher (ME)

Thursday, July 1, 2010


"Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it."

- Mother Teresa, was a great Saint.

I know it's not always easy. The search will take you to great heights and low
I challenge you to FEEL your feelings. Be PRESENT for your journey. Get to know
who you really are and then BE your AUTHENTIC self with NO apologies.