Pieces

pieces, people, things

they do not seem…
to fit

mixed up and scattered
reaching and seeking
the perfect fit

bliss in a mist
anger directed…
at a small space

again & again
all night long
nights and days
years it appears

still hoping, still going
trying to fit
the pieces together

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Me and my Girlfriend

Just wanted to upload a photo of me and my new gf. Happiest man on earth :)

Happy Thanksgiving my friends

We've been together for many smiles.
And so many bumps over the miles.
I want to thank you for being there,
Holding me up, showing you care.
You cheered me up when I've been down,
bending me a smile from a frown.
I'm glad that I have you for my friend,
your ear and heart you always lend.
Through times when I couldn't always figure things out.
You’re always here; and that's what friendship is all about,
To you my friends, a Happy Thanksgiving Day I send

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Hope...

We must forever have hope Pandora said,
Without it we have nothing.

Forever have hope that the world will heal
Forever hope that peace will come
Forever hope that evil will fall
And Goodness will win.

Forever Hope.

Forever Will.

Forever Live.

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Grief

Grief be mine, I ask you so,
If not for you, I wouldn't know,
How life once was and then be still,
How so precious, that death do steal.
Because that grief, won't go away,
Learn to let it have its way.
The link to love, a precious one,
Is met with grief and still not done.
The days do come, and nights do go,
Grief will stay as time is so.
And so a loved one passes on,
And grief comes in and carries on.
Does grief get better, I will ask,
It's hard to say, while at its task.
There is grief to help us cope,
There is God to give us hope.
Grief will surely go away,
On that glorious heaven's day.
But while its here, there's just one thing,
Pray our Lord, for peace he'll bring.

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You Are Beautiful

You are beautiful. Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your beauty. This light is your reflection of God. You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful.

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Enjoy

Sometimes, we tend to forget to enjoy the moment. We get caught up in our busy schedules, in the pettiness of our everyday experiences, that we simply forget to appreciate the blessings and the little things that matter. Our lives are like a jumbled mess with a bit of everything thrown in. When was the last time you actually paused and smelled the flowers? When was the last time you looked in the mirror and smiled because you liked what you saw? When was the last time you just sat still and thanked God you are still alive? When was the last time you stepped outside, looked at the sky, and appreciated the beauty of your surroundings?

Instead of being busy all the time, or being worried all the time, let’s take a minute everyday, to be grateful. Even if it’s just a minute, a few seconds maybe, to enjoy something, no matter how small it is. Forget the weighing scales for a while and devote one day just eating all your favorite foods. Take off a day from work and go to that place you’ve been dying to go to for years! Take an hour break and meditate. Or maybe spare a few minutes to walk out in your garden or to the park, and just enjoy being alive!

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Circumstances

Sometimes I wish it’s that easy to forget the past or even certain people in it. Not really forget, but avoid as much as possible. Don’t you just wish that sometimes too? You’ve moved on for real… finally, you’re in that place where you can say that you’re really okay now… but your past is still trying to keep up with you and bring you back to that place you’ve tried so hard to escape from. You don’t like being rude to people but sometimes, because you don’t want to go back to that “place” you tend to say things that may sound rude or uncaring. And then you hate yourself for feeling guilty about it too.

The thing is, sometimes circumstances don’t allow us to be friends with everyone, or the people we want. Do you agree? It sucks, but that’s reality. After all, you’re not the only two people in this world. There are other people or other feelings that you have to take into consideration. It’s just not the same anymore. And we have to make that conscious decision and stand by it. No use being swayed. Or else, everything will be for naught.

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Hold Your Head Up High

Very inspirational song.

P.S. I´m sorry for not posting for so long. Lost track and I have to find back to myself.

I miss you so much

No words I write can ever say
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows;
How I miss you, nobody knows!
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
But all I have are memories
And photos in a frame.
No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep,
But the love I have for you
Is in my heart to keep.
I've never stopped loving you
I'm sure I never will;
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches in this world are many
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
'I need you and I miss you so.'
The things we feel so deeply
Are often the hardest to say,
But I just can't keep quiet any more,
So I'll tell you anyway.
There is a place in my heart
That no one else can fill;
I love you so,
And I always will.

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1 Thousand Tears

On the day you left me
I cried 1000 tears
For each tear I cried
There was a word to be said
No tears were enough
To make you see what you were doing
No words were enough
To stop this pain
As the tear drops fell
So you walked out the door
As the hurt increased
I faded more into the misery pit
On the day you left me
I cried 1000 tears
Those tears were not good enough for you
Now you are gone


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...

where i’ve been is a puzzle
pieces missing, people missing
& i’ve been lost
too busy to stop & gps
& everyone’s wondering
where my heads at
whisper,whisper - is he crazy?
STOP - i’ve been dealing with a lot - simple talk.
where i’ve been or where i was
it’s all the same thing to me…a fog, a mist
see if i can take a minute to explain
a minute to articulate…
I’ve been working 60 plus a week w/ no pay
i was choking down antidepressants 4 years straight
i was broken down, she left me for him - hate
i’ve been lying to myself, lying to my friends- i’m fake
i was lied to & ripped off by employers - a$$holes
i was making up for something else, ego out of control
i’ve been on the verge of a dream - hollywood
i was given a honest chance and f*cked up my stance
i’ve been drinking.
i was reading, i was dreaming, i had a plan
i’ve been trying to put it together - a man
i was too wishful & i was stupid
i’ve been wondering if they knew this
i’ve been dealing with so much
i was stuck, could not express - it
i was wondering if it could get worse…it did
i’ve been ignoring an issue for years
she’s was hurting, she was waiting
I was receiving text messages at noon - her mom
“i’ve been at the hospital, she’s in a coma - your fault”
I was devastated, I pained, I was….nothing can really explain
i’ve been carrying that one on my chest, how could I have explained.
where i’ve been lately has been a mess
& i’m not alone, the whole world knows this pain- in these times
we go through these moment alone, we go through these moments together
they challenge our truths, our honesty & they challenge our demands
& i’m going forth with the power of my last name, i have my demands
& i demand a new road, i demand a second chance
i demand more from myself & i demand myself to rise - above
…where i’ve been.

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puzzle pieces

pieces, people, things
they do not seem...
to fit

mixed up and scattered
reaching and seeking
the perfect fit

bliss in a mist
anger directed...
at a small space

again & again
all night long
nights and days
years it appears

still hoping, still going
trying to fit
the pieces together

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Remember The Eleventh of September

Remember, Remember
The Eleventh of September,
The year: Two thousand and one
Never forget the day
That we lost
And they won

Four airliners
Flying at hundred miles per hour
At the hands of self-proclaimed martyrs
Became weapons of mass destruction

People died
That should have lived
Some as heroes, most were victims
Robbed of what could have been


Remember, Remember
The Eleventh of September,
The year: Two thousand and one
Never forget the day,
How we all felt
Not only the horror
Or our justified anger
But how we came together
As one nation
Transformed

Although there had been plenty of warning beforehand
Of the threat that was Usama Bin Laden
Our failure to stop the plot in its tracks
That showed how vulnerable we were to attack
We took the blow
And bounced right back!

A commission followed
There were talks, reprimands and apologies
Leading to the conclusion:
‘Failure to communicate! ’
After which we vowed
Never to repeat the mistake


Remember, Remember
The Eleventh of September,
The year: Two thousand and one
Never forget the day,
The week, the world
Joined us in mourning;
Showing we were not alone.
Unity of effort and unity of purpose
Is how we will prevail
Against those who wish us woe
Everywhere
Never forget
The resolve of iron of our nation
The strength we have in our allies
Remember
Not only the loss
But what is yet to be won


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Love is not

Love is not the diamond ring
It's that feeling within your heart
That feeling from deep within
When you are forced to stay apart

Love is not that dozen roses
That get delivered from some stranger
For when you open up your door
One just never knows of those dangers

Love is not that box of chocolates
In any fancy little box
For without love and passion
They might as well be rocks

Love is not just some words
That just anyone could say
They are the ones from someone special
Will just as surely brighten up your day

Love is not just any feeling
That is fealt between two fools
Love is just one little word
that discribes how I feel about you

I love you!

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Happy Friendship Day!

Happy Friendship Day! I´m glad and thankful to have you as friends!
This is for you guys:

When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low,
When there is no one to talk to
And nowhere I want to go,
I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angels are there
Even though we are miles apart.

A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine.
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all.
Whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call.

An Angel's love is always true
On that you can depend.
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend.
Through darkest hours and brightest days
Our Angel's see us through
They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue..

Thanks for being my Angel my friend
I will be there for you until the end.

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Angels...

Demons keep the world in order
Dimming the sky with clouds
They oppress the atmosphere
Keeping out the light.

They then cause
Tornadoes,
Thunder storms,
Lightening bolts,
And rain drops.

But Angels
Let the
Sunshine
And paint
The sky
Blue.
They bring the
Flowers out
That’s all
They ever do…

They take you on holiday
Among the blazing heat.

But Demons want to shut you in,
And suffocate your soul,
They’ll keep you like
A caged up bird,
And never let you go.

Then they want to smother you
And take away your tan,
They want to cut you up in pieces,
And fry you on a pan.

But Angels
Just want the
Sun to shine
And to paint
The sky
Blue.
They want to bring the
Flowers out,
That’s all
They want for you…

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My Love...

my love...
you are the love of my life...
you are the one in my heart...
you are simply a beautiful rose...
in a group of yellow...

your the blood in my veins...
you are the one in my mind...
I would be completely lost without you by my side...

cherish every moment with you...
my heart and soul belongs with you...

I desire your touch...
your arms around me...
kissing me...
I miss,
us...

beautiful inside and out...
since we met...
you have fallen for me...
I was with another girl...
you used your beauty, your wits...
your everything to chase after me...
I fell you caught me...

she left me.. for another guy...
sad as I was... you were near by...
you helped me through my tough times...

you made me realize that you were worth a try...
I fell for you... you knew it too...
but it all came apart with a simple lie...
another guy....
and im just blinded in the eyes....

we fell apart...
no one caught me this time...
fell to the ground...
hit my head
my heart shattered...
so was yours...

we tried again...
we fell apart...

we will never be...
im sorry...
its really over between us...
I still love you...
but we just can never be like before...
im sorry...

The Dream

With just the two of us in the room
Me in bed and you in my head
The timeless grip of her in my thoughts
In a moment... AN ANGEL APPEARS

You smile and wave hello to me
Radiant in white, ... I am consumed
Your hug, your smile, you give to me
Am left with your scent as you depart

Strange, is this world to me...
Up so close, I am to you
Dressed in robes like that of a Prince
Horses and gold, all belong to me

Banging, so loud, I hear my window panes
Bright lights, mix violently with the night
Big rains, out through the sky
In this life...I awake again

I saw you at the bus stop today
You look just like you did in my dream
Dressed in white from head to toe
I looked your way but you looked away

With just the three of us in the room
Me and you and a Rose by my side
The timeless grip of her in my thoughts
In a moment, she'll be here I hope

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Her Love is my Inspiration

Love is the inspiration for my heart to sing a tune,
love is the inspiration for my ear to hear,
love is the inspiration for my soul to warm,
love is the inspiration for my mouth to smile,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to glisten.

Love is the inspiration to draw my soul near another
love is the inspiration for my mouth to utter sweet words,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to gaze upon her,
love is the inspiration for my heart to speak out.

Love is the inspiration for need, love is the inspiration for my mouth to touch hers,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to close,
love is the inspiration for my heart to race,
love is the inspiration for my tears to burn.

Love is the inspiration for longing,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to see only her,
love is the inspiration for my heart to cry out,
love is the inspiration for my ear to hear her whispers,
love is the inspiration for my soul to join hers forever.

Love is the inspiration for forever,
love is the inspiration for my heart to be whole,
love is the inspiration for my ear to always hear those words,
love is the inspiration for my soul to have hers,
love is the inspiration for my mouth to speak the truth.

Love is the inspiration for my soul to seek life
love is the inspirationfor my ear to hear her words,
love is the inspiration for my soul to reach for her,
love is the inspiration for my mouth to speak her truths,
love is the inspiration for my eyes to always look upon her first.

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