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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I miss you so much



No words I write can ever say
How much I miss you every day.
As time goes by, the loneliness grows;
How I miss you, nobody knows!
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
But all I have are memories
And photos in a frame.
No one knows my sorrow,
No one sees me weep,
But the love I have for you
Is in my heart to keep.
I've never stopped loving you
I'm sure I never will;
Deep inside my heart,
You are with me still.
Heartaches in this world are many
But mine is worse than any.
My heart still aches as I whisper low,
'I need you and I miss you so.'
The things we feel so deeply
Are often the hardest to say,
But I just can't keep quiet any more,
So I'll tell you anyway.
There is a place in my heart
That no one else can fill;
I love you so,
And I always will.

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Monday, September 27, 2010

1 Thousand Tears

On the day you left me
I cried 1000 tears
For each tear I cried
There was a word to be said
No tears were enough
To make you see what you were doing
No words were enough
To stop this pain
As the tear drops fell
So you walked out the door
As the hurt increased
I faded more into the misery pit
On the day you left me
I cried 1000 tears
Those tears were not good enough for you
Now you are gone


(C)2010RyanFisher Do not take without permission!

Friday, September 24, 2010

...

where i’ve been is a puzzle
pieces missing, people missing
& i’ve been lost
too busy to stop & gps
& everyone’s wondering
where my heads at
whisper,whisper - is he crazy?
STOP - i’ve been dealing with a lot - simple talk.
where i’ve been or where i was
it’s all the same thing to me…a fog, a mist
see if i can take a minute to explain
a minute to articulate…
I’ve been working 60 plus a week w/ no pay
i was choking down antidepressants 4 years straight
i was broken down, she left me for him - hate
i’ve been lying to myself, lying to my friends- i’m fake
i was lied to & ripped off by employers - a$$holes
i was making up for something else, ego out of control
i’ve been on the verge of a dream - hollywood
i was given a honest chance and f*cked up my stance
i’ve been drinking.
i was reading, i was dreaming, i had a plan
i’ve been trying to put it together - a man
i was too wishful & i was stupid
i’ve been wondering if they knew this
i’ve been dealing with so much
i was stuck, could not express - it
i was wondering if it could get worse…it did
i’ve been ignoring an issue for years
she’s was hurting, she was waiting
I was receiving text messages at noon - her mom
“i’ve been at the hospital, she’s in a coma - your fault”
I was devastated, I pained, I was….nothing can really explain
i’ve been carrying that one on my chest, how could I have explained.
where i’ve been lately has been a mess
& i’m not alone, the whole world knows this pain- in these times
we go through these moment alone, we go through these moments together
they challenge our truths, our honesty & they challenge our demands
& i’m going forth with the power of my last name, i have my demands
& i demand a new road, i demand a second chance
i demand more from myself & i demand myself to rise - above
…where i’ve been.

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Saturday, September 18, 2010

puzzle pieces

pieces, people, things
they do not seem...
to fit

mixed up and scattered
reaching and seeking
the perfect fit

bliss in a mist
anger directed...
at a small space

again & again
all night long
nights and days
years it appears

still hoping, still going
trying to fit
the pieces together

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Saturday, September 11, 2010

Remember The Eleventh of September


Remember, Remember
The Eleventh of September,
The year: Two thousand and one
Never forget the day
That we lost
And they won

Four airliners
Flying at hundred miles per hour
At the hands of self-proclaimed martyrs
Became weapons of mass destruction

People died
That should have lived
Some as heroes, most were victims
Robbed of what could have been


Remember, Remember
The Eleventh of September,
The year: Two thousand and one
Never forget the day,
How we all felt
Not only the horror
Or our justified anger
But how we came together
As one nation
Transformed

Although there had been plenty of warning beforehand
Of the threat that was Usama Bin Laden
Our failure to stop the plot in its tracks
That showed how vulnerable we were to attack
We took the blow
And bounced right back!

A commission followed
There were talks, reprimands and apologies
Leading to the conclusion:
‘Failure to communicate! ’
After which we vowed
Never to repeat the mistake


Remember, Remember
The Eleventh of September,
The year: Two thousand and one
Never forget the day,
The week, the world
Joined us in mourning;
Showing we were not alone.
Unity of effort and unity of purpose
Is how we will prevail
Against those who wish us woe
Everywhere
Never forget
The resolve of iron of our nation
The strength we have in our allies
Remember
Not only the loss
But what is yet to be won


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